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I don't want to fight anymore. I don't want to wind up in situations where I find myself attempting to be the most loudest or the most expressive individual in voice just to try to get a point across. I'm tired of arguing, I'm tired of fighting. All I wanted was to be understood and to be respected, hell, even loved if that were possible. No more of that 'be careful of what you say to me' red-tape and no more trying to spell it out as specifically as possible just so that I can be the safest possible in what people say to me.

True, I've become further and further away from 'the majority' and splitting myself off from The System and whoever seem to be a part of, but as long as my mind is focused on what I enjoy doing, then it'll work out. So far, there are the three main areas I focus around:

Electronic Music Composing,
Literature Writing,
& Painting within the Graphics & Fine Art mediums.

More and more I learn about these areas of interest - more and more I find myself setting goals to achieve and aims to accomplish. If I can compose a soundtrack to a concept, great. If I can write a complete novel without feeling ashamed, great. If I can continue to paint for the things I believe in and for the things I stand by, great. If that's what drives me and keeps me going in life, then that's all I need.

No more dwelling on what I hate, time to bring back what I love. Attention may be given to the hatred, but in the end, it will be expressed in a way that makes me delighted at its output.

The mind is an intriguing work-area - Music, Literature & Art are what I use that work-area for.



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